The OLD FiReCrAcKeR
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Good Friends, Good Times, all in Good fun
Ok. So i do have SOME good friends who care... Sarah, you rock my world, and you're one of the few people who made my day :) I really, truly do miss you a ton... we really do rock girl, and i can't wait until we can get pictures of us in uniform ;)
"(I took sarah's SN out for privacy): girl, hang in there with your job search!! always remember that YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS!! I"m here for you... even if I am in NOVA. I feel your pain, but you know what?? I also know that you've got a TON of potential and passion.. and those will take you VERY far in life. So what if some departments have rejected you? I have been rejected as well. Yes, it hurts like hell.. makes me feel like I'm a big loser or something. But they're just missing out. Also, God has great plans for you. It may not happen exactly the way you were expecting, but they will :-) Just remember that you are loved and never alone, ok?? And you can always call me if you need to vent. I'm here for you!"
So today turned around some...
And, i figured out that i have (had?) feelings for the wrong person... now i think i have feelings for the right one.:) And i think he told me he liked me too... or at least he told me i was hot. That's a start. ;) soooo we'll see where this goes. i hope that it does go somewhere.... i'm tired of being alone, and i want someone i can have fun with, and cuddle with, and watch movies with, and talk to. (and...;)) :-D You get the drift.
It's been a LONG time...
IN other news, VCU asked me to get 8 letters of recommendation today ASAP. EIGHT. are they insane? I think i got 8 people... and hopefully i'll get the job! Not exactly my first choice, but hey, it's a job. Two year commitment is required, buuuut if you leave early you ahve to pay something. We'll see. I don't particularly want to work there, and i would have rather stayed here, but if i have to move for work, then i will...
and brad's coming to visit on Sat! So that's happy too. Yay!
ok i'm off like a dress on prom night. peace.
"(I took sarah's SN out for privacy): girl, hang in there with your job search!! always remember that YOU ARE NOT ALONE IN THIS!! I"m here for you... even if I am in NOVA. I feel your pain, but you know what?? I also know that you've got a TON of potential and passion.. and those will take you VERY far in life. So what if some departments have rejected you? I have been rejected as well. Yes, it hurts like hell.. makes me feel like I'm a big loser or something. But they're just missing out. Also, God has great plans for you. It may not happen exactly the way you were expecting, but they will :-) Just remember that you are loved and never alone, ok?? And you can always call me if you need to vent. I'm here for you!"
So today turned around some...
And, i figured out that i have (had?) feelings for the wrong person... now i think i have feelings for the right one.:) And i think he told me he liked me too... or at least he told me i was hot. That's a start. ;) soooo we'll see where this goes. i hope that it does go somewhere.... i'm tired of being alone, and i want someone i can have fun with, and cuddle with, and watch movies with, and talk to. (and...;)) :-D You get the drift.
It's been a LONG time...
IN other news, VCU asked me to get 8 letters of recommendation today ASAP. EIGHT. are they insane? I think i got 8 people... and hopefully i'll get the job! Not exactly my first choice, but hey, it's a job. Two year commitment is required, buuuut if you leave early you ahve to pay something. We'll see. I don't particularly want to work there, and i would have rather stayed here, but if i have to move for work, then i will...
and brad's coming to visit on Sat! So that's happy too. Yay!
ok i'm off like a dress on prom night. peace.
:: posted by Laura, 22:15
