The OLD FiReCrAcKeR

So yeah. Here's my blogspot. Welcome. Tread it as often as you like...

Not much is going on here. Aside from my post-graduate no-job life. Someone needs to hire me. Hire me like whoa.

Is it bad I don't know what to do with my life? Well... I take that back. I want to be a police officer. Laugh all you want, belittle me, most people do. No department wants to hire me though. Find reasons to disqualify me... aparantly I'm not good enough for anyone. Not Henrico, Hanover, VSP, etc... I suck. If there's something seriously wrong with me someone please tell me so i can fix it. I would rather you tell me to my face

It's been a horrible month, aside from graduating from school. So much has happened in my personal life, and then with all these jobs... it hurts to just keep smiling and trying to go through every day and keep my head up. Beacuse I have been doing just that, and I feel like all i get is stones thrown at me. How are you supposed to keep smiling through this, and without anyone to catch you when you fall, or hug you when you need a hug? I feel like I'm there for people when they need it... but nobody ever is there for me.

and screw being "patient"... i am not going to be used again... or stand by to watch all that nastiness. You can't expect me to be there later, because i won't. You don't deserve either, let alone the best of both worlds!

::sigh::

i think i need to move out of here. NOW.

So... there you have it. Here's my blog. I'm a hitchhiker, hitchhiking my way through life. Won't you please pick me up?