The OLD FiReCrAcKeR
Monday, June 07, 2004
Another case of the Mondays.
Ick. So all i've done today is waste away in front of a computer. Blah. Well, i did clean some more. I have to clean a LOT more before i can say there's any improvement on my closet... but let's not talk about that.
Got lunch. I think I've eaten BBQ for the past 3 days at almost every meal. That is, with the exception of last night at Daves (thanks Carr!)
***fast forward about 2 minutes***
I just turned on the TV. And what comes on but the wedding story show. Great, so show everyone in America just what a perfect couple looks like, and how perfect their wedding is... ACK! It's like a cinderella thing... "All live happily ever after". Suuuure. They should have a "Looking back" thing where they go back and see how many of their couples stay together. Relationships only last as long as your love makes them last for. Until someone gets hurt pretty bad. And then comes the war. And boy is it a war...
***enough of that cuz i could go on***
So, despite all of this i started thinking. If i EVER get married, i think i'd like it to be in the forest. Or on top of a mountain. It depends i guess on who i end up with. But they'd have to like the outdoors as much as I do. But i don't think i want it in a church. Unless it's this one. I never really go to church, so it'd be kind of wierd to just go to get married. Nix the church idea. He'd have to be cool with that too.
Ok. that's enough thinking. I don't even have a boyfriend. hahaha. (well, probably not to "hahaha". I think my problem is I don't want to get attached for fear of getting hurt again...). Anyways.
And completely different subject (sort of, I mean I guess you could say it's not)... but try this poem. It's a wonderful poem, because of the feelings contained in it. Because she managed to get them down on a piece of paper. Beacause she wasn't afraid to. Mad props to her.
And a funny site along those lines... don't go here if you don't like porn.
Ok. I'm gonna go back to cleaning and sitting around. And maybe seeing if there's something else other than this wedding story stuff on TV. Peace.
Got lunch. I think I've eaten BBQ for the past 3 days at almost every meal. That is, with the exception of last night at Daves (thanks Carr!)
***fast forward about 2 minutes***
I just turned on the TV. And what comes on but the wedding story show. Great, so show everyone in America just what a perfect couple looks like, and how perfect their wedding is... ACK! It's like a cinderella thing... "All live happily ever after". Suuuure. They should have a "Looking back" thing where they go back and see how many of their couples stay together. Relationships only last as long as your love makes them last for. Until someone gets hurt pretty bad. And then comes the war. And boy is it a war...
***enough of that cuz i could go on***
So, despite all of this i started thinking. If i EVER get married, i think i'd like it to be in the forest. Or on top of a mountain. It depends i guess on who i end up with. But they'd have to like the outdoors as much as I do. But i don't think i want it in a church. Unless it's this one. I never really go to church, so it'd be kind of wierd to just go to get married. Nix the church idea. He'd have to be cool with that too.
Ok. that's enough thinking. I don't even have a boyfriend. hahaha. (well, probably not to "hahaha". I think my problem is I don't want to get attached for fear of getting hurt again...). Anyways.
And completely different subject (sort of, I mean I guess you could say it's not)... but try this poem. It's a wonderful poem, because of the feelings contained in it. Because she managed to get them down on a piece of paper. Beacause she wasn't afraid to. Mad props to her.
And a funny site along those lines... don't go here if you don't like porn.
Ok. I'm gonna go back to cleaning and sitting around. And maybe seeing if there's something else other than this wedding story stuff on TV. Peace.
:: posted by Laura, 14:34
