The OLD FiReCrAcKeR

So today was a busy day. After the 4 hours of sleep, got up and started my day... only to find out that my computers had been infected with a virus overnight. Stupid worm! I say computers b/c i had my laptop plugged into my desktop and the desktop got it and now the laptop has it. Stupid W32.HLLW.Gaobot.gen worm! GRRR!

So... didn't put me in the best of moods to start the day. But, i went to ISAT to do some work, turn in some papers to Frysinger, and make some copies of stuff. FOund out that I have 250 more hours that i can work under this grant. So, depending on if i get my other job back or not, I can either work until mid-July or August or whenever. I love how flexible it is.

Had my interview today too. If you'd call it an interview! It was more of a panel of random questions and discussion time. Fun that I knew everyone on the panel! I hope it went well though, cuz i really do want my job back.

::sigh::

So random, but i'm in one of those wierd moods. You know, the ones where something inside you is like "something's wrong"... but you can't pinpoint what. Well, maybe i can pinpoint what it is, but it's strange so I'll just keep it on the DL to myself. But, ya know, it has to deal with knowing when to say how you feel, and if to say how yo feel would change anything (cuz of course it would)... and then to wonder why you feel that way and it throws you back in the cycle all over again. I keep reinfecting myself. And maybe sometimes I am too quiet. Maybe I just don't want to get hurt. It always seems to happen to me.


At Senior Ceremony everyone said I had the biggest heart out of everyone they knew... so no wonder why it hurts when someone breaks it. I trust too many people, and some of them turn and stab you right in the back. bah. That's why i keep getting hurt. That's why i'm quiet. That's why sometimes it takes a little more concerted of an effort with me...