The OLD FiReCrAcKeR

So I have something I can't write about in my blog. Not because it's something I'll get in trouble over or anything like that, but because it pertains to a person who probably will read this. I want to write about it, i do... but I'm not too sure if it's a good idea or not. And it probably isn't. Well... I'll write a little.

Over the past month or so a lot has changed in my life. From leaving JMU behind, to getting a job, to amazing memories, to feeling something that i didn't think i'd feel again. Yeah. LOTS of stuff...

I guess to get to the point, what I'm saying is that when watching movies, I used to sit alone... until a hand came along pulled me over to the couch, and showed me otherwise again. And while i don't want to lose that feeling, it kind of scares me. Because i don't want to be hurt. I mean i guess it's inevitable and a part of life... but i just want to be happy. And it does make me happy... it's just staying happy that's the issue. Can that ever happen?

Answer? Bueller?
(a simple yes or no will suffice)


And don't think that any of the past month hasn't meant anything to me. I didn't plan on any of this happening, it just sort of did. And it has meant something to me.

Anyways. I could write (a lot) more but i won't, out of knowing everyone will read this and that it isn't 'really' a journal diary. Nor do i keep one of those, which is why this must suffice. So... i'll just stop now.