The OLD FiReCrAcKeR

I ran errands today for a while. Yeah... boring! So I went to HEC, Sprint, CommonWealth One, Adelphia, and Circuit City. The only good thing about today is that I didn't have to pay a deposit for electric (yay!), and am hooking up cable to the townhouse next tues. Adelphia and HEC are no longer on the shit list... for now. Sprint PCS will always remain on that however.

So... i had a dream last night that i was in a tornado. I was at blue hole and i saw this cyclone form above me and it picked me up out of the water... then i was above the treeline looking down... and i couldn't breathe. That's all i remember before waking up.

other than that semi-exciting dream, it's still my same old boring life. except that I have to work tonight.

Until then, I think i'm going to go drive around and listen to some loud metal for a bit. I've been in one of those wierd moods that i can't seem to shake. Normally i'm a very outgoing person and i'll say what (i believe) needs to be said to someone. But... this is different, somehow...


Afraid to speak
Afraid of your response
Afraid of what will happen if i don't talk
Afraid of what could have been... or could be.
...yeah. This is worse than my spider fear (can't spell the A word)


so... time to drive. And, for everyone to know: tonight the past gets shredded!! Yes... engagement announcement and all. SHREDDER!