The OLD FiReCrAcKeR
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Have you seen my kitten? (please find her!)
BIG reward if found! hahaha! (you have to see my new shirt!)
hahaha... wow. anyways. Since i'm in a random mood... MEN: looking for models for this:
http://www.makeyourowndildo.com
yeah... WHAT!?
ben just shared that website with me.
LMAO.
::sigh::
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what it's gonna take to try to hang out again. I miss it... and you. I thought I saw something different in you, but maybe i was wrong. I just wish ya knew how I felt. And I wish I didn't feel this way. Hell, I don't know why I do... and, I should and I will tell you soon, regardless... Even though you probably won't care.
Hell, you'd even read this and not know it's about you. argh. :'--(
::/sigh::
ACK!
I reiterate the classic Whitney Beck line: "ALL men are stupid, and if they're not stupid now- give them time. They'll be stupid later." ... well, i didn't think that you were stupid, but maybe ya are. ... i mean, i'd think that you'd have associated youself with these postings, but oh well... I am saying something this week. If not earlier- Sunday.
(yes folks i really am gonna do it!)
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Anyways (x3), didn't do much tonight. Moved shit. Talked to Tess (god i miss her!), and I'm going to the FF challenge in Manassas on the 28th of August. (Yay!).
I half wish i had family around here. Only 1/2 wish though, because i don't think i could deal with my mom on a regular basis, buut it would be nice to go "home" for a few. Maybe a nice home cooked dinner or something. Richmond will never be my home again. I WANT to stay here. I'm a big city girl in a small town world... which is a good thing. After coming here to the valley, i could never leave...
today, as i was driving i was going up a hill and it looked like the cloudline never ended... and then there were mountains on both sides, it was such a beautiful moment i almost couldn't take my eyes off of it... and then i had to because i was driving and didn't need to total my car. but... it was amazing!
So many amazing things in life... just need someone to share them with. :--/ :'--(
don't tear me open and leave me hanging.
"Through the fire, to the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at being with you
I'd take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire..."
life is not tried it is merely survived if you're standing outside the fire...
hahaha... wow. anyways. Since i'm in a random mood... MEN: looking for models for this:
http://www.makeyourowndildo.com
yeah... WHAT!?
ben just shared that website with me.
LMAO.
::sigh::
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what it's gonna take to try to hang out again. I miss it... and you. I thought I saw something different in you, but maybe i was wrong. I just wish ya knew how I felt. And I wish I didn't feel this way. Hell, I don't know why I do... and, I should and I will tell you soon, regardless... Even though you probably won't care.
Hell, you'd even read this and not know it's about you. argh. :'--(
::/sigh::
ACK!
I reiterate the classic Whitney Beck line: "ALL men are stupid, and if they're not stupid now- give them time. They'll be stupid later." ... well, i didn't think that you were stupid, but maybe ya are. ... i mean, i'd think that you'd have associated youself with these postings, but oh well... I am saying something this week. If not earlier- Sunday.
(yes folks i really am gonna do it!)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Anyways (x3), didn't do much tonight. Moved shit. Talked to Tess (god i miss her!), and I'm going to the FF challenge in Manassas on the 28th of August. (Yay!).
I half wish i had family around here. Only 1/2 wish though, because i don't think i could deal with my mom on a regular basis, buut it would be nice to go "home" for a few. Maybe a nice home cooked dinner or something. Richmond will never be my home again. I WANT to stay here. I'm a big city girl in a small town world... which is a good thing. After coming here to the valley, i could never leave...
today, as i was driving i was going up a hill and it looked like the cloudline never ended... and then there were mountains on both sides, it was such a beautiful moment i almost couldn't take my eyes off of it... and then i had to because i was driving and didn't need to total my car. but... it was amazing!
So many amazing things in life... just need someone to share them with. :--/ :'--(
don't tear me open and leave me hanging.
"Through the fire, to the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I'd gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at being with you
I'd take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire..."
life is not tried it is merely survived if you're standing outside the fire...
:: posted by Laura, 01:15
