The OLD FiReCrAcKeR

Let's say that you go to someone because of issues that you're having, mostly personal, but somewhat related to something that they can help you with. And the only reason you speak with them in the first place is because you need to speak with someone.... who you believe will listen. Directly afterward, they're all for helping you fix and work with the issues... until, all of a sudden, to you it seems like they aren't- and it's like you're stranded again. It's like you never turned to someone for help in the first place, but only this time, you have no where really TO turn, because you already exhausted the option that you had.

When you can't do anything else and you really don't have anywhere else to go it really sucks... it just makes you want to leave. If you can't be happy doing what you do, then you shouldn't be doing it... right? Well, what if you really did love what you do... but are beginnning to hate it?

I so just need a change. And there is NOTHING that I can do. It's like being forced to be held down, and as much as you try to get up- you just can't.